My Life

12 more days.. :(

2010-06-15T16:36:00.003+08:00

Hey! I'm finally posting again. Sorry that I have not been blogging. Anyway, yesterday i went to catch The Karate Kid with Weiling, Nazif, Clement, Henry and Sufi. The movie was AWESOME. The ppl in the cinema were all super high also. Cos you'll keep hearing laughter here and there. Even when the part when it is supposed to be sad. LOL. I want to go on a shopping spree with my friends oh so badly. :( But there's not much time left. 12 days! Fast like dk what i tell you. Today i just started on my homework also. Didnt really do much. Did my geog, chem and physics only. My movie review, I only wrote the title and main characters in. HAHA. How I wish we have a longer holiday. Ok shall go and mass download songs into my itouch :D

Exams fever has died down!

2010-05-20T16:57:00.003+08:00

Hey! I'm finally back again. Exams are down! But my results are really disappointing and depressing. ): Hais. I got to buck up. My results are all borderline and my amaths must go for academic review! Anyway, i shall post more when i'm free.

Face reality.

2010-04-29T17:41:00.002+08:00

Hey i'm back for some updates! Sigh. Now my emaths dropping already. Amaths forever cant pass. T_T Tmr i still got emaths remedial cos i failed my ct BY 1 MARK. Damn. Ok i got to study and chiong my physics now. Bye!

Happy 14th Birthday To Jovy. 16/4/10

2010-04-16T22:21:00.004+08:00

Whoo! I'm finally blogging again. But first, I want to say..

Happy Birthday Jovy :D

Haha. Ok, now everyday super shag la. I always sleep damn late cos i have to do my homework ): 11 more days to MYE manz. I'm panicking alrd. My chem is horrible, terrible and indescribable. I just got a ten out of thirty for the recent test. Wth is this! I guess i better start revising nao. Shall update more often after the Mid year so stay tuned! (:

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2010-03-21T13:07:00.003+08:00

Aw manz.. The holidays are ending! Very fast right. I know. Ok anyway, I finished reading two books. -Grins widely- One of them is thirteen reasons why. First reason, i'm so sad the holidays are ending. Second reason, I'm still sad that the holidays are ending. Third reason, I'm very lazy to do my english book review. Fourth reason, I dont know what are all these reasons for. Fifth reason, I'm really bored. Sixth reason, Godswar rocks! Seventh reason, I'm telling you the eighth reason. Eighth reason, here's my reason. Nineth reason, I'll stop soon. Tenth, I'm having my piano lesson later. Eleventh, the next reason is the twelveth reason. Twelveth reason, I know this is getting dumb. I'm stopping at the last reason. Thirteenth reason, those are my thirteen reasons why lol! Ok and the next book i read was Cirque Du Freak. It was awesome! :D Lastly, about godswar, I think i'm getting addicted to that game. Cos i have been playing for four days alrd. After the holidays end, I cant play anymore. T_T Ok here are some screenshots. Btw, this game is about greek mythology if you never heard of it before.

2010-03-12T16:11:00.002+08:00

Whoots~ Its friday once again. Oh crap. There's sports day tomorrow and I'm running! Ok i got nothing to say. So i shall post about Jiayu. Jiayu is so awesome! Haha! Oh and just now Sam and I were really pissed with the cabs. Cos all we see are the red busy sign there! Walao. We stood there for like thirty mins lor and no taxi appeared. The taxi drivers all blind one. Somemore got two just went past us like we were invisible like that. Plus we carrying our stack of books sia. Tsk. I must seriously buck up after this holiday! My Amaths is failing like dk what alr. Next week will surely be a busy week cos we are all preparing for Brilliante. xD

2010-03-06T19:58:00.003+08:00

Whoo. This blog is seriously dead. Lol. First reason, no time. Second reason, busy. Third reason, I dont know what to blog about. Cos study till my head going bonkers. But the crazy ppl are the best ppl. LOL. That was a quote from Alice in wonderland. Watched that yesterday at cs. It was quite a funny show though. Haha! Cant forget the big headed queen too. Ahh. But actually we wanted to watch Percy Jackson. BUT THE TM CINEMA LONG QUEUE! Angry manz. Walaoo. But forget it cos i'm reading the book anyway. Lol. Yes~ Next week is the last week of school. Finally can rest. Ok or maybe not cos brilliante is coming. Everyone must go support BGCB ah! Buy tickets to watch Brilliante! Lol I feel like i'm advertising for it. But still, must remember to buy. Its every two year once ok! So don't miss it. :D

The tiger year. Roar!

2010-02-12T15:11:00.003+08:00

Hello! Know why my words are in red? Cos Chinese new year is coming! WHOOTS. The day i have been waiting for since the start of the year~ Someone pop champagne please. Lol! Ok, but one thing is that i still have homework to do. Sigh. Oh ya! Melissa's cookies are the BEST. :D I shall describe it. When i put it in my mouth, the taste was like famous amos cookies. No actually i think it tastes better than famous amos. It's heavenly cookies ok! Haha. I'll be going for reunion dinner at my grandmother's house later. Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year all and gong xi fa cai! (:

Happy Birthday Shiyun! :D

2010-02-05T12:35:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to Shiyun~
Happy birthday to you~ (:
Thanks for being such a great friend and always being there for me! You must get well soon and take care of yourself!
Loved :D

Ok! First, I'm finally back blogging again. My blog is very dead so i decided to post something. Had E-Learning today so i woke up at 8am when i set my alarm to wake up at 7am. Yes, i overslept. Lol. Now I'm done with everything. BUT I STILL GOT TONNES OF HOMEWORK TO DO. Ahh..

Maybe its time for miracles..

2010-01-10T17:13:00.003+08:00

Finally I can relax during weekends. For this past one week in sch, it has been really tiring. I slept for four to five hours everyday. Cos I got band from monday to wednesday and I'll always be home late. After reaching home, I would bathe and eat my dinner and go straight to my bag and get my homework out to do. By the time i complete, it would be around 11 plus. I think I'm becoming a zombie soon. Lol. But I cant help it though. I just have to get used to sec three life. :x I'll be having physics test on tuesday too D: I hope i wont fail.

Happy new year!

2010-01-01T19:44:00.007+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! (:
I wish that everyone will have a great year ahead and all the best in everything.
Yesterday, went to vivo and watched Alvin and the chipmunks 2. The movie was nice. The chipettes are cute! But i still prefer THEODORE! :D After the movie, walked around and went to Zara to buy a few of my new year clothes. (So fast buy alrd) Lol. My mum will be going to korea on sunday. Haiya.. She'll be going for a week cos of work again. Tsk. So yesterday, went to buy some stuffs at Winter time and had a funny conversation with my sisters.

Youngest sist: Eh! What is this for ah?
Me: This ah.. Hamburger toy la.
Younger sist: No loh! Is ear muff laa.
Me: Really meh? I check.

Then i checked and guess what. It was really a ear muff! LOL. Then me and my sisters were laughing like mad. Cos the colour of the ear muffs really like hamburger. For a sec, I was thinking why there was a hamburger toy sold in Winter time. Haha! Then i told my aunt and she laughed till peng. After that, went for dinner and headed home. :D

Cute right! XD

2009-12-28T20:10:00.005+08:00

Continued doing my homework today. Still got abit more to go! Then i played with my iTouch. Watched videos in youtube. So here's a video with Nichkhun and a little boy. Plus the teletubbies style of Ring ding dong :D

The little boy is so cute!

2009-12-16T21:20:00.003+08:00

Hey I'm back! I'm finally posting again. I came back from HK two weeks ago. We had fun and had some shopping spree there lol! I enjoyed Disneyland and I took space mountain four times! Haha. The hotel was quite nice and we always sneak to our friend's room. The last few nights we even went to Felicia's room for maggi mee party. Lol. I cant post the pictures yet. But they will be up in facebook soon. Ok. Yesterday I went to catch New Moon with Sam and Weilin. The movie was quite funny at some parts. After the movie, we walked around and went to T1 to have Frolick! :D 3 more weeks to schl reopening D:

The last day of school :(

2009-10-30T23:55:00.002+08:00

Today was the last day of schl.. I will surely miss 2e4. One year really flies pass so fast. I'll always remember those memories I had with my friends. D: At least i can still see Samantha, Shiyun, Jasmine, Felicia and Bernice they all in band :D Tmr i'll see them again~ Haha. But i'll miss Nad,Pearlyn,Weilin and Darrelle. Sigh. My results are not that good either. I'm going to work hard in sec 3!

Finally

2009-10-21T23:23:00.003+08:00

YAY!~ Exams are finally over yesterday. This morning, I went back to schl for band. Then i met Jovy in the bus. Haha! Amanda Lau overslept. Tmr my mum will be back at midnight so i cant follow my dad and sisters to pick her.. Cos friday still got schl.. :( Saddened. I missed my mum cos i didnt see her for.. TEN DAYS. I want my iTouch~ Wahaha. Lol. Ok, tmr I'm going out with Samantha they all. Now how do i spend my day? More computer and more computer! More outings and more outings~ LOL.

Happy Birthday to me :)

2009-10-19T00:00:00.001+08:00

On Saturday, I had a birthday party at my house. It turned out to be quite fun, although there were some problems. I'm a bad host :( But still, I want to thank my friends and my three juniors who came. Thanks for all the presents! :D Although its my birthday, I dont know why i'm having a bad feeling.. I'm also sorry that i made the three of my juniors feel so left out. I also had gastric yesterday, cos too busy running around to entertain the guests. Haha. So, i didnt eat much. Once again, I wanna thank my friends. Especially Samantha and Weilin who spent so much on the food. I'm going to Frolick! :) Now, I'm feeling bad cos my friends spent so much on me.. I'm afraid that the party didnt turn out that well after all.. The thoughts are suffocating my mind. D:

2009-09-24T19:02:00.002+08:00

Finally im posting again. Ok, now i'm busy revising for EOY. I'm worrying about alot of things.. Part of it is the exams.. My heart is also making it hard for me to concentrate cos when i cant breathe, i cant study. I already went to the hospital fr a checkup and the doctor prescribed medicine for me but the medicine dont seem to help at all.. Hai. I dont know whats wrong with me.. Although i know my friends will always be there for me, I'm still scared. I'm also sorry that i made them so worried and i want to thank them too. So, yeap.

2E4 Class outing :)

2009-09-03T16:51:00.003+08:00

1/9, Tuesday

I know this is kind of late. But i'm going to post abt the class outing. It was super fun lah :D Ok. So first, we all met at Bedok inter at 12.30pm. I reached on the dot. Heh. But there were many ppl who were late.. Then, it started raining and our plans were spoilt D: But we got backup plans. Hehe. So we went t Parkway to meet Ms Koh and Mr Teo. We also had our lunch there. Finally, the rain wasnt that heavy anymore. So we headed to ECP. :) We went bowling and cycled. It was the most unforgettable outing i had. Lol. So now its picture time :D!

The fishermen! :D

2009-09-03T16:45:00.002+08:00

Ok, today I went for my Piano exam. It was bad.. I got too nervous and made alot of mistakes.. I want to cry alr.. Hai. So basically after my exam, I came out and was in a daze. Cos I kept thinking about the exam. Felt like banging my head against the wall. Then my mum msged me to ask me how was it. I said it was bad cos i was nervous. Then I tot she would scold me. But she told me not to despair and to work harder. When i saw the msg, i felt more like crying lah.. And my mum is sick. Hope she'll get well soon.
I LOVE MY MUM :D

Trying to reach out to you, Touch my Hand.

2009-08-30T00:39:00.002+08:00

Yay! Finally i'm posting again. :D Okay, I cant wait for monday and tuesday. Cos on monday, I'm going back to my pri schl after much consideration. Haha. Maybe I'll be catching a movie with my Pri schl friends too. Imagine i must travel from Bedok to Ang mo kio. Lucky got my dad to fetch me there. Teehee. :) And its class outing on tuesday! We might be watching a movie also and will head for ECP after the movie. Woah, its going to be a movie marathon for me. Lol.

2009-08-20T16:50:00.003+08:00

Ok, just a short post before i start studying for my history test tmr. Haha. And also due to time constraint. School was fine but tiring though. After schl, Samantha, Jasmine, Shiyun and I went t look for Mr Teo for extra science lessons! It was quite a fruitful lesson. Cos he told us abt how he studied. I was quite inspired after what he told us. Lol. I must go t 3E2 with Samantha they all! :D

2009-08-11T21:35:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, 10/8.

I went out with my family t buy a birthday gift for my mum's friend son. My mum bought a bag for him cos he's 7 already. Haha. Then we went t eat at Sakae Sushi for lunch. :D I ate three plates of sushi and a tempura ramen ._. But i eat half of the ramen then i gave it t my dad cos i was very full. Lol. At night, we had a barbeque downstairs my house t celebrate the birthday boy's birthday :)

What a big bowl :O

The frog! Hehe. :D

2009-08-06T19:19:00.003+08:00

Ok, I'm going to post abt yesterday. The sec fours stepped down yesterday and had their graduation ceremony.. :( I'm going t miss them. Especially Esther they all. Time really flies and I wont forget the times when we used to sit around and crack jokes during sectionals. And during the March Band camp, i remembered we even investigated about esther and ailing's lost phone. LOL. Yesterday was fun. And surprisingly, no one cried. But there were some who almost cried. Haha. So, we performed and after that there were some speeches then the appointment of posts then we had our refreshments. Donuts! :D Hehe. Then after that, we took our section photos.

Sorry, the pictures are super blur.

Charmaine, Esther and me! :)

Clarinet Section 09' :D

2009-07-31T21:34:00.002+08:00

Hey! I'm back posting again. Ok, today I had band cos of the rehearsal for the sec four senior graduation ceremony. Then the clarinet section and lower brass must perform. Starting i abit nervous, then my hand was shaking again. Haha! After band, me, samantha and shiyun stayed back a while. Then we ended up being pulled around in the band room by shad. So fun :D Lol. Then later, we went home then i saw Jovy and Amanda Leow at the bus stop. So coincidence -.- Ahh.. I'm getting stress cos of pressure from my parents..

2009-07-24T17:48:00.002+08:00

Ok! I'm back posting again. Haha. Today, went t play tennis. So, the balls were flying around. LOL. Yesterday, i had swimming then i almost got concussion cos i was swimming backstroke then behind no eyes what so i hit my head against the wall. Ouch.. Its weird that there is no band for so long. Haha.

2009-07-17T22:00:00.002+08:00

Ok.. I know i cant use the comp when i'm sick. But i havent use it for a long time.. So yeap. Ok, my fever started on wednesday at abt 4pm after my public speaking course. When i went into band room and took my temperature, guess what. 38.1. Then samantha became very gan jiong. Then we tot maybe cos we just came in so we havent cool down. So we went out t wash our thermometer then i retake again.. 38.2. Then shad asked me t go into the store room t take again then i was shivering.. My temperature was 38.2. So went out and told mr fahmi then he asked me t rest fr 10 minutes and drink water. Then after ten minutes, i retake, same again. So i got t go home and i took paracetemol t try t bring down the fever.. LOL. Then samantha was freaking out. Haha. But i wanna thank her for helping me t collect my homework. And i wanna thank all my friends for their concern. So on wednesday night, i tot my fever have already subsided.. So i was looking forward t schl. But the next morning, I woke up at around 4.50am and took my temperature.. My temperature was 39.8. I felt very uncomfortable and had a severe headache.. I went back t sleep and woke up at around 9 plus and went t see the doctor. The doctor took my temperature, 39.1. My fever very weird eh. Happy happy go up then suddenly go down. I hope i can go back to schl on monday. Ok! I shall continue my story again. Now, i better get some rest.

2009-07-13T19:51:00.002+08:00

Ah... How.. Ahksdlsjkld.. I dont know what t do.. Hai. Today, ran 2.4. Yay! Passed. And i ran till face red -.-!! Lol. Ok, now i'm at a lost.. I dont know how to help.. Ahh..

2009-07-06T17:21:00.002+08:00

School's starting tmr! Means band too.. Haha. I hope i dont get too stress. Now i got lots of homework t do. Chionging time~ Lol. Anyway, today i woke up around 11? I kno i'm a pig -.-
Haha!

2009-07-03T17:36:00.003+08:00

Happy Youth Day! :D
Today, i woke up at 5.40 and showered. And today, i didnt have t wear schl uniform! Haha. I was not used to it though. And when i reached school, it was like woah! All the girls in our class wore their own clothes. Haha. It was cool~ Lol. At first i didnt wear my vest, but when i was in class, then samantha they all told me t wear it so i just wore. Haha. It was quite fun wearing our own clothes t school. Everyone looked great. :)

2009-07-02T16:44:00.002+08:00

I'm sick~ My nose and especially ears are always blocked.. Irritating lor. Today, my runny nose was worst. And cough too. I got alot of phelgm.. :( But still very hyper! Hehe. I'm going to work hard for EOY! :)

2009-06-24T16:05:00.002+08:00

I finally woke myself up and know what i'm doing! :) Hehe. Yesterday, I went to E!hub t watch Drag me to hell (second time watching) with Amanda Lau, Amanda Leow, Connie, Amanda Leow's badminton senior and my favourite Samantha!! LOL. I woke up at abt 10.30? Then i prepared to meet Samantha at Pasir ris control station. I reached later than Samantha.. :x I think abt 12.20? Then we took bus 5 down to Downtown east and we walked quite a distance to reach Ehub. When we arrived, we went t check the timing and we asked the juniors if they were ok with the timing and finally we bought the 1.45pm tickets. And the juniors reached at abt 1 plus? And we waited for Amanda Leow for quite sometime.. So long one.. Haha. So we went in first and we were well prepared~ Got jacket and mp3 ready! Lol. When the movie started, after a minute, Amanda Leow was outside with her senior so I ran out and passed the tix and went back in. Just in time :) It was all dark when i went in.. Then the show started and Amanda Lau was sitting next to me. Haha! So funny to see their expression when they are scared.. I covered my ear when it was super loud. The sound effects can make ppl deaf lor.. Haha. Then after the movie, i kept trying to disturb the juniors. Then we went toilet and i told amanda lau, be careful later you open the door, the old ah ma will appear. LOL. Then after that we bused t tm. And i played Connie's PSP! Spamed all the way~ Then we reached tm, walked around then went home after that.

2009-06-18T13:30:00.004+08:00

Okay. I've been tagged by Jovy t do this quiz so here it goes..

1) Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
Hmms.. I have no idea.

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
Had a headache :x

3) Who was the last person you talked with?
MSN, Samantha. Reality, My sister.

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Erm.. My mum says I am?

5) Would you donate blood?
Er.. I'm afraid of huge needles.. I dont mind donating it blindfolded?

6) Have you ever had a best friend who is opposite sex?
Yeah.

7) Do you want someone dead?
HUH?! I'm not some psycho.

8) What does the last message says?
Ask shanelle to call me. (From my auntie)

9) What are you thinking right now?
When will I complete this quiz?

10) Do you wish someone with you right now?
Yes.

11) What time you went to bed last night?
Erm.. twelve plus?

12) Is someone in your mind?
Er...

13) Who was the last person you texted?
Jovy.

14) 10 people tagged to do the quiz.

1. Bernice
2. Samantha
3. Felicia
4. Jasmine
5. Shiyun
6. Shadrina
7. Perling
8. Amanda Lau
9. Hungshe
10. Jovy (exception not to do because she was the one who tagged me t do it) :)

16) Who is 2 having relationship with ? Samantha
Ask her! :)

17) Is 3 male or female ? Felicia
Female.

18) If 7 & 6 get together , would it be a good thing ? Perling, Shadrina.
-.-!! They dont even know each other? And its not a good thing.

19) What is 1 study about ? Bernice
The same as me. :)

20) When was the last time you chat with 5 ? Shiyun
Hmm.. Last week during band. :D

21) Is 4 single ? Jasmine
No! ;D

22) Say something about 2 ? Samantha
Awesome friend :)

23) What do you think of 3 & 6 being together ? Felicia, Shadrina
HUH!!

24) What do you think if 6 & 7 fight ? Shadrina, Perling
How can they even fight if they dont know each other??

25) Do you like 3 ? Felicia
Of course! :D

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage:
Coke :D

2. Last phone call:
I forgot :x

3. Last text message:
From Jovy.

4. Last song you listened to:
One of my blog songs.

5. Last time you cried:
Hmm... I dont know?

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice:
Er..

7. Been cheated on:
Yes! By my evil sisters :(

8. Kissed someone & regretted it:
No?

9. Lost someone special:
....yeah.

10. Been depressed:
Yeah..

11. Been drunk and threw up:
I dont drink.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
Orange, White, Black. :D

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend:
Sure have.

16. Laughed until you cried:
Yeah.

17. Met someone who changed you:
Hmm..

18. Found out who your true friends were:
Yes! ;D

19. Found out someone was talking about you:
Who?

20. How many kids do you want to have:
Never thought about it before but kids are cute :D

21. Do you have any pets:
Yeap! I have a 7 months dog :)

22. Do you want to change your name:
Not really.

23. What did you do for your last birthday?
Invited my friends over t my place for barbeque! ;D

24. What time did you wake up today?
Around ten thirty?

25. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Trying to sleep..

26. Name something you CANNOT wait for:
Hmm.. Someone's birthday to come!

27. Last time you saw your Mother:
This morning:D

28. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:
Myself

29. What are you listening to right now:
Erm.. The sound of the wind and I can hear ppl cutting the grass?

30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:
No? But I know someone named Tom in a movie.

31. What's getting on your nerves right now:
Nothing?

32. Most visited webpage:
Blogger.

33. Whats your real name:
Debbie Jiang Jiawen

34. Nicknames:
Penguin? Or Deb?

35. Relationship Status:
Single

36. Zodiac sign?:
Pig! I'm one too. XD

37. Male or female?:
Female.

38. Elementary?:
Greenwood Primary and Townsville Primary

39. Middle School?
Does Singapore have Middle Schools?

40. High school/college?:
Bedok Green.

41. Hair colour:
Black

42. Long or short:
Is there a medium ?

43. What do you like about yourself?:
I dont know?

44. Piercings:
I havent pierced yet. But my family are forcing me to pierce.. :(

45. Tattoos:
Ouch.. Never.

46. Righty or lefty:
EEE! Its suppose to be spelt R.I.G.H.T. Right.

FIRSTS:

47. First surgery:
I dont know if I went for any surgeries..

48. First piercing:
Same answer as 44.

49. First best friend(s):
Dont know? Too young t remember.

50. First sport you joined:
Forgot..

51. First vacation:
Too young to remember

52. First pair of trainers:
-.-!

RIGHT NOW

53. Eating:
Nothing.

54. Drinking:
Nothing.

55. I'm about to:
Go crazy.

56. Listening to:
Same answer as 29.

57. Waiting on:
Nothing?

YOUR FUTURE :

58. Want kids?:
Sure.

59. Get Married?:
Of course?

60. Career?:
A Doctor! :D

Which is Better ?:

61. Lips or eyes:
I dont know.

62. Hugs or kisses:
I have no idea..

63. Shorter or taller:
Taller! My juniors are all taller than me :x

64. Older or Younger:
Younger.

65. Romantic or spontaneous:
Erm..

66. Nice stomach or nice arms:
Ah??

67. Sensitive or loud:
Neither?

68. Hook-up or relationship:
-.-!!

69. Trouble maker or hesitant:
Hmm...

HAVE YOU EVER :
70. Kissed a stranger:
NO!

71. Drank hard liquor:
No, i dont drink.

72. Lost glasses/contacts:
Nope.

73. Sex on first date:
EEE!

74. Broken someone's heart:
Hmm...

75. Been arrested:
Nope.

76. Turned someone down:
Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. Yourself:
Of course! I must be positive :D

78. Miracles:
Erm.. Sure, why not?

79. Love at first sight:
Maybe?

80. Heaven:
Yeah.

81. Santa Claus:
When i was a kid XD

82. Angels:
Yes?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
83. Had more than 1 ~~girlfriend~~/boyfriend at a time:
NO??

84. Did you sing today?:
Yeah, in the bathroom. XD

85. Ever cheated on somebody?:
Never.

86. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:
Right back when i am just born.

87. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:
I dont know?

88. Are you afraid of falling in love?:
Once.

89. Posting this as 90 truths?:
YEAH.

90. Love yourself?:
I dont know?
-

Finally I'm done~ Whee! :DD

2009-06-17T19:32:00.006+08:00

Ok! Today I'm going t post about yesterday. I went t East Coast Park with a few of my friends.

Mission: Cycle From East Coast t Changi beach

It was very tiring and we cycled from 9.30am and reached Changi at abt 12? Then we had lunch and cycled back at 2pm. Then I reached the bike rental shop at 4.30. Hehe. On the way, there were some siao ppl like trying t compete with me and so I played along and chiong all the way. Whoo! Haha. And i saw Esther and Ailing on the way back. :)

After everything, we rested and played water bomb.. -.-! I got all wet.. And after that i walked back home and my legs were aching.. But today when i woke up, suprisingly, it didnt hurt anymore! Hehe. And today I went t Vivo with my auntie and I bought 2 shirts and a new bag~ ;D

2009-06-14T14:43:00.009+08:00

Hey readers! :) I'm going t post abt Friday's trip t the zoo. It was fun and the reason is because I havent been t the zoo for more than a year. And finally, I had a chance on Friday! Hehe. So here are the pictures! I went there with my auntie, cousin, my sisters and my auntie's friend and her friend's son. And I also got some pictures on the day of my sisters' cheerleading competition.

Shanelle and Charlene :)

Dad and I

Kangaroos~ :D

Cheese! :)

My sisters ;D

Shanelle and Wayne :D

2009-06-10T20:32:00.007+08:00

Today, I woke up at eight plus? And I was checking bus timings. LOL. I went for band today t help out with the tidying of our section cupboards. Now all we're left with, is the decorating part. I left for schl at about 11.55? Then when i reached the bus stop, i missed my bus.. -.- So I waited for ten mins and met Jovy in the bus. And we walked t schl. The weather is crazy lah. Can cook human meat alr.. Then i took my temperature, 37.3. Lol. At least it was better than yesterday. Yesterday was 37.6.. Haha. Then when i reached schl, met Shiyun in the canteen and we went for key hunting! LOL. We went t find mr tan and we ran up and down.. Almost collaspe alr. Haha. When i reached the canteen, i was already panting all the way. Scary.. Later got heart attack. :x Anyway, I got a funny video! Haha! Enjoy!

2009-06-08T01:16:00.002+08:00

Hey readers! Time check: 1.17am. Wow. Its 'early' huh? Haha! Anyway, I finally found something t do t keep me from boredness. Killing snails, pigs and mushrooms! :D LOL. Yeap. I'm back mapling once again. Holidays are the best time t start playing games. But when school starts, its time t stop. Haha. I will be going out the next few weeks too. Hope everyone will have an enjoyable holiday! :)

2009-06-05T20:57:00.002+08:00

Whoots! Today was the last day of intensive training. It was really INTENSIVE. So tiring.. During the first day, it was quite ok. I had oral on that day too. And I somehow.. didnt do very well? Lol. First, I went for band because it starts earlier than oral. Then at 10.30am went for oral and after oral I went t meet Mr Lim because i was suppose t meet him like last week? Haha. He talked t me about some things. Then I went back for band with Samantha. (: During the first two days, we had sectionals. It was a little more fun on the second day, because we played a few songs when mr fahmi was not around. And i guess the juniors enjoyed it. ;D Today, I was seriously dozing off when we were watching the videos of the bands playing. Lol. And every night I sleep until dont want t wake up the next morning. Haha.

2009-06-02T17:22:00.006+08:00

Today, had English oral in school. I was very nervous.. But after everything, it was quite a relieve~ Haha. Tmr is the first day of band intensive training and there is chinese oral. So busy! LOL.

2009-06-01T18:35:00.003+08:00

Today, I woke up at 11am.. Lol. I kno I'm a pig. Haha! Anyway, today i went t meet Annabel at Parkway after her O Level Mother Tongue. (: Hope she will do well. Haha. And I hope the rest of the sec fours and fives will do well too! First, we went t have lunch at Subway. Yummy~ Lol. Then we went t Topshop and went t a place called Summerfrost t eat snow ice nearby church. It was very nice :D Ok! Here is the picture of the snow ice.

Choc oreo frost! :D

I finished it (:

2009-06-01T02:10:00.004+08:00

Woah. Its 2am and I'm still not sleeping. LOL. Anyway, today(which is yesterday), my sisters went for their competition and they got a SILVER!~ Whoo! I saw Bedok Green too and they got SILVER too. Haha. Congratulations t my sisters and Bedok Green! (: Basically, there were three categories in the competition. First is the primary school category, next is the Open non-stunting category and lastly the Open Stunting category. Out of all, I enjoyed the Open stunting the most! Their stunts were awesome and quite dangerous because there were people being thrown up in the air. So, I described them as "flying" people. LOL. Cheerleading is quite enjoyable t watch. Although it felt like I was in the oven while watching and I was pespiring like mad, it was worth it. My sisters were great. And I'm proud of them! (: One of their teacher is also a cheerleader in one of the teams in the Open stunting category and got a GOLD! Maybe I should find the video of it. So thats all for now. Shall go and sleep now!

2009-05-30T22:22:00.002+08:00

Whoots! Today, I went t Takashimaya t watch my sisters compete in their cheerleading. And it was quite cool. There were international cheerleading teams there too. And I could see flying people. Wow. LOL. I saw BGSS ppl there too. Plus Mdm Tay, Ms Noris and alot of our teachers there. Haha. Tmr I'm going there t watch again because my sisters got into the finals! (: So happy for them. I wish them all the best for tmr! ;D

2009-05-29T18:00:00.002+08:00

Today was the sports carnival! And last day of school. Whoots! (: Lol. It was a very hot day today and i was sweating profusely like an open tap. Haha. Our Captain's ball team won! And I played three legged soccer. It unexpectedly turned out t be quite fun. Felicia and I were hopping around. It was hard t walk so we came up with the 1,2 thing. LOL. Now i'm super tanned! Because i was under the sun for the whole day and plus during the pet rocket that time. Haha. And my shoes feel like they got caught in fire. Lol. So we were hopping and jogging on the spot. Haha. Then during recess, tried t look for Amanda Lau t pass her present t her. Finally, i saw her at the captain's ball area, so i went right in front of her and gave it t her. Thanks Samantha! (: Then during lacross, i accompanied Weilin t find her junior and watch her junior play captains ball. Then i saw.. Ahem. All of my juniors. Haha. Ah, next week we are having band camp alr. Busy busy busy~!

2009-05-28T16:27:00.002+08:00

Today, had Financial Literacy. It turned out t be quite fun. And we learnt about recession and inflation and stuffs. We played a game too and it was the fun part in the course. Haha. And me and prunella paired up and our job was an accountant. And we had t buy stocks and properties. And we were millionares after the whole game. WHOOTS! Lol. And we also received our report books. I'm really disappointed in myself. Slacked too much i guess. I'm going t work very hard t get into 3E2. I want t learn pure bio. I dropped 7 positions.. Imagine that. Sigh. I better buck up.

2009-05-27T21:30:00.002+08:00

Today was the fun with maths and science carnival! It was fun but tiring tho.. Haha. Felt very tired but i was boosted up after eating the icy grape ice cream with Felicia. It was so cooling like a mint in ur throat. Try it during a hot weather! Its the best remedy. LOL. We had band today as per normal. Played a few new pieces. And during the holidays, we have t go back for practice too. Mostly its t teach the sec ones the new pieces. And they are probably joining the main band quite soon. Fast huh. Haha. But the problem is most of them have problems reading notes and some are almost on the verge of quitting. Which is bad for them.. Sigh. They must persevere! Lol. Tmr the sec twos are having the financial literacy course and I have no idea what are they going t talk about. Scarly talk about economic crisis. Lolol.

2009-05-23T23:36:00.002+08:00

Boys over flower is a 6 stars plus plus show man! Lol. Lets talk about schl.. On friday, super drowy when i woke up.. Then when i was in the car, almost fell asleep and forgot t check my phone. And i must apologise t Jovy for that. HAHA. When i reached schl, while walking up the stairs, I didnt notice her behind me too. Lol. So i didnt stop t say hi. Haha. Had IPP on friday too. It was.. er.. dont kno how t say. Next time must ask SJAB t standby outside the classes alr. In case got ppl faint. :x Scary.. Next week is the post examination week and the fun with maths and science carnival is also next week. We prepared for it for a whole week eh. But at least on friday during home ec period, we got t watch Ratatouille! I watched it for the 5th time alr. Haha. But its still hilarious. There is a great meaning in the movie. "Anyone can cook." Means i can cook! Lol.

2009-05-20T20:08:00.002+08:00

Finally I'm posting after years.. Too busy nowadays.. LOL. Ok. First, school days are so, hais.. Haha. Now, I'm going t announce my "great" results. Dont faint ah.

English: 62/100

At least I improved (:

Chinese:69/100

The highest i got. Shocking right.

Literature:63/100

As expected.. A B4 once again.

Science:64/100

I improved! With the help of Mrs Quek. I think her teaching method is quite effective. Hehe.

Home econs:64/100

Sigh.. I dropped from A2 t B4.. Due t slacking reasons.

Maths:61/100

I'm going t cry.. Its the one and only subject that i'm tuitioning. Disappointed..

History:55/100

One of my weak subject.. Always just passed..

Geography:56/100

I'm going t need loads of tissue for this.. The subject that i got a perfect score for the first time.. Dropped t a just pass! ):

I'm going t buck up! Cause this is the consequences for slacking.. Its so easy t deprove so much.. I must do better for EOY! I must work hard.

2009-05-07T19:29:00.004+08:00

Haha! Today so fun! Went t Pruneh's hse. Lol. Then we played pictionary (: And i realsed that my drawing fail -.- I'll post the pictures next time. Or u all can go t Bernice's blog t see. I think she posted it alr.. ;D Dont fall off ur chairs if you see my drawing! Haha. Today's paper was fine. But I'm still a little afraid. :x

2009-05-05T14:54:00.004+08:00

I'm lost.. Very lost.

Today, was science paper. It was quite ok. At least i kno how t do. Hehe. Went t Perling's hse with Bernice and Prunella after schl and we bought jolly shandy! Tmr geog.. Ahh. Horror! After that bus-ed home with Bernice. (: And here I am blogging! Lol.

2009-04-25T22:38:00.002+08:00

Argh.. I'm really very confused. Things are going way t fast and i could hardly catch up.. I'm worried about my subjects. I'm afraid that I cant get into the class that I want.. Cause at the rate that I'm going now, I might drop.. I want t work hard. I'm trying very hard.. But many things are holding me back.. My habits.. I just dont kno what t do.. Maybe its stress.. Things are so hard... Nowadays, I feel very sleepy in class.. Especially during english and maths sometimes.. My eye would auto close.. And i will doze off for a few secs.. And wake myself again. I really really wish t do well. Must. But how? Mid year exams is going t start next wednesday.. Sigh.. I'm not even sure if I'm prepared for it..

2009-04-20T18:30:00.002+08:00

Ok.. Short post! Today, schl was per normal.. But i keep want t sleep.. Zzz.. Lol. But i managed t pull through for the whole day. Next time must sleep early! And we had geog make up lesson till 5 plus? Then i went t hunt for something.. In the end, dont have! Argh.. Tmr, i shall hunt for it again. Haha.

2009-04-17T18:36:00.004+08:00

A dog who looks like a lamb @ Pet safari! :D

My horrible french toast...

WHOO! Today is the greatest day of my life! I got a super long story t tell..
First, I came t schl as per normal.. I didnt kno today will turn out t be so fun! Everything was unexpected.. Although, there were some bad things that happened.. In the morning, I had science.. then maths... Then during maths, ms tan told us the grps that were selected for Maths and Science carnival! I'm so glad that it wasnt my grp.. Or else, we got t suffer.. Lol.. Then we went for HE.. I was super nervous that i'll fail my practical test.. But turn out t be quite fun t cook! Whoots! I cooked french toast.. And it looks very... erm.. Dont kno how t say.. Lols. Then after HE. Went fr recess! But the onigiri family went t meet Ms wong for extra history lesson! To understand more and for Bernice t catch up. Then, we keep observing the teachers going in and out of the staff toilet.. They got attracted t toilet? Lol.. And mrs quek keep going also. Haha! But something very very bad happened, when we were listening t ms wong, then suddenly a teacher came and ask if we were from 2e4.. So we said yes. Then she told us that our names were being announced in the PA system.. Then we got shocked! Turned out that our whole class were looking for us.. We were super sorry man.. And we kept apologising t Ms koh, Weilin and Samantha and most of the girls. Lol.. And we also got scolded.. -.- And I think we'll get famous.. Hehe.. But I dont want! After schl! Me and Bernice went t hunt for Mrs Quek, cause bernice need t take her common test and we searched high and low, left and right for Mrs quek.. Then we went t the general office and finally found her.. Haha. Then in the end, bernice didnt need t take the test anymore.. And we went for our Onigiri Family Outing! WHOO! It was the most fun outing we ever had! We gave Felicia Papa a heart attack cause we played a prank.. Hehe. I was very nervous that she'll find out our surprise.. But in the end, SUCCESS! Haha. We went t eighteen chef! Our favourite place t go now.. Lol.

2009-04-16T15:49:00.003+08:00

WHEE!!!~~ Today, Bernice came back t schl! Whoots! 2 weeks never come eh! LOL. And my 2 Juniors, Amanda Leow and Connie! They always bully me when they see me.. everytime bully until I speechless.. Argh.. Nevermind! I shall find a way t Counter their attack! Lollol! I'm evil.. WAHAHA! Hehe. Later i got swimming lesson.. Need t swim in ice water le.. And backstroke somemore! Sure go wrong way one. Lol.

2009-04-13T20:55:00.002+08:00

Hais.. Super shag today.. Whoo! Went t elderly home today. Was quite fun! And I felt that some of the elderly are quite lonely.. ): I was blur when i reached there and I didnt really kno what t do.. Lol. And after everything. We headed back t schl and it was about 4.50pm going 5pm? And went fr band after we took our bags. And I was very very tired.. We sight read 2 new scores today again.. Haha. But sight-reading is quite fun, although its tough. But the National Day songs were easy tho.. Got t train the juniors when they come back! Hahas.. And.. 2 more weeks t Mid Year! Shucks.. I'm going t start mugging.. At a lost now... Argh. What should i do?

2009-04-03T15:59:00.002+08:00

YES!~ We got SILVER! Whoots!~~
I'm super happy man. I'll never forget how they announced the results. Band number 85, Bedok Green Secondary School. SILVER. Woohoo! Haha. I'm so hyper. Agh.. Later I got t go for the subject combination talk. *faints* I'm tired plus hyper.. Lol. HONG KONG HERE WE COME~ Cant wait fr monday! We are going t celebrate. :D Hehe!

2009-03-29T20:38:00.002+08:00

Today, Church was super fun~ Hehe. Sermon was great too! I have learnt alot. I'm sure i'll be better in encouraging and helping now. (: Just keep holding on. Even when life's really hard. We got t have faith and keep moving! Today, Pastor Dan told us about a story of a boy and his boat. There was a boy who made a very nice boat out of twigs and paper and other stuffs and he loved that boat alot but one day, he lost it when he was playing with it and he searched high and low for it because he loved it alot.. One day, he saw it in a shop and he told the shopkeeper that it was his. The shopkeeper told him that he had t pay a hundred dollars for it. The boy wanted his boat back so much that he worked odd jobs t earn that hundred bucks. Soon, he finally earned the hundred bucks and he bought back his boat. The story was also like how GOD lost us and he really wants us back into his kingdom. God paid a high price for us t go back t him too. So yeap! Tmr is gonna be very shag for sure.. Now, back t my homework!

2009-03-27T20:21:00.004+08:00

Whoots! Today we went t marina barrage for our field trip. All become roasted pig le and I was sweating like mad lo.. Hahas. Then today, we also performed for the lower sec assembly. We play until quite messy and got "scolded" during our de-brief after we were in band room.. Next week is SYF le. Jiayou all band members! (: We must get our SILVER! Haha. Although today was super shag, it was quite fun. Because it was the Onigiri family's outing instead of field trip! Wahaha~ More band practise tmr.. Anyways, time for PHOTO SPAM~ Hehe. ;D

Woah! The dam is very big~ Plus long..

Very nice right. Hehe.

Even nicer..

The broken lifeline.. I never take fully. :x

Why word "river" so BIG ah? Lol.

Singapore and Sustainable pillar!

The galley inside got forest!

The Dam display..

Rain rain go away come again another day~

I dont kno what display is this.. Teeheez.

Saw the fake Singapore Flyer

The onigiri family!

The real Singapore Flyer!

2009-03-25T16:40:00.005+08:00

Shagness.. Hmms, what should i do now? Hehe.
Haiz.. U told me you're fine. But why do I feel u are lying? You said you wanted t let go but I kno that you're still holding on. What should I say? Its so hard t help. I've done and said each day, keep haunting every move I make. So I'll keep walking, searching for control, down this futile road.

2009-03-24T21:29:00.003+08:00

I'm shagged out man.. I wonder if we will perform on friday during assembly. Anyways, here are the photos for my mum's birthday.

Junior and his dog.. ;D

Me and my mum

Woah.. Girl gang! Haha. Kidding..

2009-03-22T01:55:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Mummy! (:
Whoots! Its my mum's birthday today. I wonder how will we celebrate later. Hehe. I just want t say, Thank you mummy for everything that you did for the family. For providing us with a comfortable place t live in and also whatever that we need. I'm sorry for letting you down at times. I'll work very hard t be able t take care of u and dad when I grow up. I must be a doctor! Even though, you all always tease me about my hand. I will still go for it!

Love,
Debbie (:

2009-03-20T21:07:00.003+08:00

Whee! Just came back frm Band camp today. Tired man..
First Day
When we were going t bathe, it was very wrong for me to choose the last cubicle because the water shot me like mad! How t bathe lah.. My head got concussion liao. Ah.. Then we slept in the hall and the floor was like super hard lo, like usual. We had barbeque at night and we barbequed loads of chicken wings and we had t eat them.. But I didnt because I didnt have the appetite. I only ate 3 hotdogs, 2 satays and marshmallows made by Hungshe! Wahaha. Miss Koh helped my grp t barbeque the food and Hungshe sat there t help and never moved and she kept tearing cause of the smoke. Haha. Bernice ate alot! Whenever i see her, there would be something in her mouth. Lol! I think everyone was bloated after the bbq. Jovy ate more than 10 chicken wings lah.. Haha! We also had water parade at night after bathing and it made us more bloated and Jovy even vomited after that i think because she went t the toilet. And I must say that Shiyun is a great leader! Hehe.
Last day
Something very terrible happened for the very first time in band camp.. Ailing, Esther and Connie's phone got stolen in the middle of the night and it was gone when they woke up. I wonder who's the culprit.. The culprit got nothing better t do man.. Anyhow steal ppl's phone. Just now during our sectionals, the clarinet section started t investigate about that thing and later the whole clarinet section fell asleep except me, samantha and hungshe. Lol. Then Hungshe took a picture of them sleeping. Hahas! After sectionals, we went back t band room and before going t the all for our games, we played murderer. Wahaha! I was the person who chose who t be murderer and policeman. It was super fun uh. Hehe. Also, when we were playing Captain's ball, many funny things happened. I saw alot of ppl falling. Haha!
So sad uh.. The sec 4s will be stepping down after the SYF. Haiz. Time flies ): Anyways, I wish all the sec 4 seniors all the best for their Os. Teehee ;D

2009-03-15T00:53:00.002+08:00

I went fr band in the morning and practised with all my might! Lol. Mr fahmi said our standard is a high bronze but low silver which means like a high B3 but low A2? Anyways, we must work hard towards our SILVER! Whoots! I went for the IT show at Suntec convention centre just now at about 8pm? My uncle brought me and my youngest sis there. Hehe. I saw many great deals there. How I wish I can get a Vaio laptop! After walking round and round the place, we left and went fr supper! Teehee. We went to Mcdonalds and I drank my favourite chocolate milkshake! And i became bloated cause it was really filling.. Hehe.

2009-03-13T22:43:00.002+08:00

Whoots! I'm back. I havent been blogging for quite some time. My laptop tio virus thats why. But I dont kno why its working. Hahas! Today is the last day of Term 1~ Whee! Today, Felicia papa and bernice came to my hse because every friday is our family day! Today's family day is the most fun one. We had baking session! Wahaha. We baked cookies and the first attempt we made, got some chao da~ Lol. Then we started making gingerbread man and stuffs. Teehee. Just some updates here. Tmr there is band practise again and during the march holidays, we got a 2D 1N band camp. Plus sectionals on tuesday. Busy busy busy! Lol.

2009-03-04T21:52:00.002+08:00

Phew.. I'm gonna make this a short post. I just completed my maths.. I'm gonna get headache soon, after seeing all the xyxyxy and x-y blah blah blah~ Ah, I forgot to bring back my Maths 2.. *faints* Tmr must go sch and recopy the answers in. Haiz.. Oh man.. SYF is on 3rd April at 10.45am.. Must practise with all my might! :x Lol. Its Sports Day on Saturday. I feel so tired.. Zzz.. Okay then, this is the end of my post.

2009-02-27T20:26:00.003+08:00

Ahs.. I dont understand why i keep facing problems.. At the same time, I'm scared that I will start failing my subjects. Hais.. At least i got ppl to make me happy! I'm stressed out man.. Tmr there is band practice at 8am. I'm lazy to post too.. Hahas. So I'm gonna end my post here.

2009-02-20T18:04:00.003+08:00

Haha. In the end, the sec 1 express didnt come.. Means Jovy never come. Cause they went to musuem. So good! But Jovy say not quite fun and not boring too. Lol. So its ok lo~ Now there are more and more things and problems happening in school.. Sigh. Stupid devil.. Keep messing up ppl's life. Things are really different in Sec 2.. Now we got homework everyday plus I go back late from monday to wednesday cause of band. Sigh, what to do? Got SYF.. I can say that Sec 2 is stressful and hectic man.. Now, I also got to sacrifice my saturdays for band practices which means I'm gonna miss my maths tuition.. Grr! Tmr we are going to Loyang Sec for exchange.. Now, we also got projects.. Hais.. Today! We went out with Avis and she treated us at swensens! Yummy~ Wahaha. Now, I got to practice my clarinet. My dumb hand keep shaking when mrs quek tested us on tuesday and my heartbeat was to the max until I could hear it. Lol. I was nervous.. And my hand trembled more.. Hahah! How I wish there would be less problems and things to do..

2009-02-16T19:28:00.007+08:00

Ahs.. I dont know why I feel so tired today. Today, I feel like relaxing for a while.. Sigh. Yesterday, We went for service! Whee! We went to parkway before church and went to popular to buy Post it! I got influenced too. Sad.. :x Haha. Service was great as usual and Planetshakers were at cornerstone last night but Bernice and I missed it.. But then after church, I went back home and my mum brought me and my siblings, including Junior my puppy to her boss's hse. We went there to let Junior make friends with another dog. Then Junior ended up running around because the other dog called Happy, was sniffing his butt. And the next thing we knew, he fell into the pond.. :x Hahaha! Yay! Tmr the juniors are coming! Jovy! (: Hahaha. Yes! My mum bought a new car! I will get to sit in it on thursday and Pearlyn got new school bus already! Good right? Haha.

2009-02-13T21:01:00.003+08:00

WHEE! Today, we celebrated Friendship+Valentine's Day in school! (: Hahah! This morning, I finally dare to go and find Jovy, and I gave her a card and Hello Panda~ Hehehe. See, I so good right? Haha. Kidding. Bernice also gave her polo sweets! Then I also gave cards to Bernice, Felicia, Weilin and alot of ppl. I also received alot of cards and stuffs. I want to give all of them a treat but they never come and look for me.. >.< Today, I had sectionals at 2pm. So, I got nothing to do.. I saw Jovy again during lunch in the canteen, so I gave her more polo sweets! I also went out with Pearlyn to buy mentos and we saw Jovy again at 14 Bus stop! Hahah! I keep appearing in front of Jovy.. Lol. Then Pearlyn say later Jovy get fed up. LOL. So we talk to her for a while then we went back to sch. I went for sectionals and it ended at 2.45pm I think. And Pearlyn waited for me and we took a cab home! It was her idea, not mine.. So she paid. Haha. Hope that everyone will enjoy ur weekend! Ahs.. Tmr i got tuition in the morning and Piano lessons in the afternoon.. Sad. :x

2009-02-11T20:27:00.002+08:00

Ah.. Today was a scary day filled with tests. We had our history common test today.. Sigh, I dont know if i can pass. We also had our maths test and Literature test too. So many tests! :x And I havent been updating my posts. Hahaha.. Last tuesday, the sec 1s came for band. Whoots! Haha. Finally, I am a senior. But, I am afraid that I wont be a good one.. I will be nervous when i teach them until my hands tremble.. Lol. Next week they will be coming, so I must prepare myself. Tmr got PE.. Yay! These few weeks, I had lots of troubles.. I seriously needed the stress reduction thing at that time.. But I seeked for help from Annabel. After she spoke to me, I felt that the weight on me reduced because i realised that i shouldn't worry too much about minor things. Now i just got to balance up band and my studies. (:

2009-02-02T21:46:00.002+08:00

Oh man.. Today, so many ppl never come again! ): Then in band i am so lonely because the seats on my left and right is empty cause Hui Yen and Zhen Ning never come! I am so sad.. But at least still got Bernice they all. Hehehe. Except that Bernice is not in my section.. But still got Lin Er and Ariel and Hung She they all. Then I keep singing song for them! I sing Old macdonald had a farm and Mr Fahmi had a farm. Then I also write on Lin Er's clarinet stand box. Wahaha! I am so hyper today. *Control* Yay! Tmr Juniors coming already, finally! After millions and thousands of years.. Aiya, too.. Er.. Too exagerating! Haha. Another long day tmr! And sound check is on saturday.. I am gonna shake like mad for sure.. Scary.. >.<

2009-01-30T19:42:00.004+08:00

Yay! Wahahaha~ Everything's fine now! No more friendship problems! All thanks to Bernice's Pineapple tart! Haha.. I was so scared just now in the morning until i cry without tears.. I think I ran out of tears to cry. Haha! :x I dont want to say about crying anymore.. Then i also stress until bang my head on Samantha's Stress reduction pencil case! So cool man, still got instructions one.. Hehehe. Today, Bernice, Felicia and I had our family day out together finally! We went to Bedok inter to eat lunch at Mcdonalds and we saw sotong there which reminds me of the sotong song that bernice and i created. Muahaha! Give me 50 cents then i sing for you~ Just joking! I wont sing.. So, after we went for lunch eat until very full already then we went to bugis! It was my idea. Because I want my hoodie! Hehe.. Then Felicia papa took so long to buy her thing at the wallet shop.. Then we all saw alot of cute wallets and pencil case and stuffs. Then i saw one big big Orange pencil case and guess what it says? "oOH" Lols.. We all bought what we wanted and was very happy. So, yup. Thank you annabel shepherd for comforting me yesterday when i was so depressed!

2009-01-29T17:30:00.002+08:00

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2009-01-29T17:07:00.002+08:00

Hais.. I got new problems again.. I dont know whats happening at all.. But, I got some people who stands by me, like Annabel and Wanning! (: Thank you Annabel and Wanning for motivating me! And for helping me to take some weight off my shoulders. But still, I feel so lost and confused too.. My problems are my friendships and my worries are my studies and stuffs. Sigh.. I must face my problems. The only thing i should do is to pray to God. Prayer is powerful and life changing.. Hehehe. But i really need help!

2009-01-25T16:27:00.002+08:00

Wow! It has been years since i updated my posts. So, I am going to update now! Wheee (: Yay! Tmr is Chinese New Year! So, I wish everyone happy chinese new year in advance! ^^ I cant wait to collect red packets tmr! Yay yay! Hmms.. Everything has been going quite well, except there are some ups and downs along the way. And I got 1st in class for my chinese common test! Whoosh! I hope I will continue to do well through out the year. Later i will be going to my dad's mum hse for our reunion dinner! So, i wish that everyone will enjoy their day tmr and the day after tmr! (:

2009-01-01T17:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! ^^

May all of you have a good year ahead! 2009 might be a tough year so when there are tough times, dont give up! (: Cheers!
WHOO! Tmr is the first day of school! Exciting! But I havent finish homework.. HOW? How? how? My maths and science left alot of blank and the rest is done.. Sigh.. But there will be prayer meeting in school! Whoosh! ;D

2008-12-29T20:11:00.002+08:00

Today, I went for band practice in school from 8am to 5pm.. Aiyoo. Actually is 4pm end but in the end? Again released late. And Mr Tan keep talking about the cannot cope thing.. :x And school's reopening on friday.. SO FAST! I havent finish holiday homework, how? And friday we got practice again cause of the cca orientation for the sec 1s next year I guess.. Then need stay back. Grr.. Hah! Its ok anyway, I got used to staying back.. Yesterday! I went to church with Bernice and Pearlyn! Church is so cool! Especially my shepherd, Annabel! Heh. And thank you Annabel for the note u gave me yesterday! (: I cant wait for this week's service again. Kick off 2009! Whoots! ;D Hehe, I dont know why I am so high today. Hah! XD 2 more days to 2009! (:

2008-12-27T21:10:00.003+08:00

Oops! I forgot. I also went to a pet shop called Benji at telok kurau there. And there were 3 dogs which are owned by the pet shop so they are not on sale ah. 1 is a poodle, 1 is a Golden retriever and the other one who was the biggest dog was the German Shepherd. The German shepherd was so big! It was half the size of me. Hah.. Then my auntie was so scared of all the dogs that she used me as her shield! :x Then in the end, she went out of the shop cause she couldnt take it.. Haha! My mum bought many things for my pup. She bought lamb flavour for him, for his dry food not the real lamb ah.. Hah. Cause my mum wanted Junior to eat another flavour instead of chicken so she bought lamb. Heh ><

2008-12-27T20:02:00.003+08:00

Hello! Thanks for the wishes. Yesterday, guess what? I got many boxes by alot of people. Hah! Just joking! ;D It was boxing day yesterday. But christmas is not over yet, it lasts for twelve days. And sad lah, I only got 4 presents. Haha! I got a very very thick book from my mum, a shirt from my mum's sister who is my auntie, a pencil case from my father's brother who is my uncle. And today, I went for tuition and received another present from my tuition teacher who is my cousin. Cool huh? My cousin is my tuition teacher. Hah.. During tuition, something funny happened.. I went for tuition early in the morning and i was very tired, because I slept quite late because i was reading the book my mum bought me. Then actually my cousin wanted to teach me Sec 2 work but I said i got maths holiday homework to do. So i asked alot of question, then when my cousin was teaching me i listened and did it myself.. And i felt very tired until my eyes keep want to close.. Then i went to wash my face and drink water, still no use. :x Then when i was attempting a question, i suddenly fell asleep! Then my cousin woke me up and say, Wah! Debbie, u sleeping ah? Terrible lah you.. Haha! Then he gave me a ricola sweet to keep me awake.. But I was still quite sleepy. But tuition was fun! I learnt sec 2 work finally! It was about the map scale thing. Haha.. Tmr, another wedding dinner to attend. :x

2008-12-24T13:29:00.003+08:00

Whoa! Christmas is tmr. Today is Christmas eve! Later there will be a christmas party at my hse, and my relatives are coming! Yay! Presents! ;D Hais, But every year, my presents are getting lesser and lesser.. Sad lah. Haha! Now I also need to chiong homework.. Grr.. No choice. My maths got one whole stack, Chinese and the rest all do half way. Haha! Okie dokie.. My parents are coming home from work soon.. Cause of half day off. Haha! ... Lost of words already. Okay! Hope all of you will enjoy ur day! (:

2008-12-22T17:39:00.002+08:00

Grr.. My puppy sick again.. Haiyah. Then I went to vivo just now with my sisters and mum to bring Junior to the pet shop to check first before going to the vet. Hehe. But going to the vet is cool! Haha! Then I saw a mad Cavalier King Charles Spaniel jumping up and down. Hah! This morning I went for band practice till 12 noon. I broke my reed too, because the warm up book fell off my stand and hit my clarinet when i was playing and when i checked my reed, guess what? It was broken into half.. So now got to use new one, then Zhenning keep laughing at me. Hah! Today, I felt like sleeping during practice and I kept yawning. Haha! But I really became rusty cause I did not practice for quite a while thats why. And i must chiong my homework also. Aiya, so many things to do.. And time just flies so quickly. I am back mapling. So I got to download it, 5 hrs.. Can sleep le. But now 15% is downloaded already so must wait wait wait lo.

2008-12-17T19:25:00.003+08:00

Haha! Today, Bernice came to my hse, early in the morning, at 8am! And she's still here, my mum will be sending her home soon. And we just ate finish our dinner. Hehe! In the morning, she came and we played with Junior! He keep biting people one and its itchy! Eeek! ;D Then we played the piano. And we ate lunch and my dad brought my sisters, bernice and me to Parkway! (: At first, we were all so bored cause we were finding the light bulb for my hse and we met my mum and her boss there too! And we all call him Mr pregnant lady! Haha! His tummy is so big thats why. But he's very nice but always tease children! He treated us to eat ice cream and my favourite cheesecake at Dome which is beside Borders or in it i guess.. And the adults drank coffee which has different names.. My dad and my mum's boss drank affocado but I dont know what my mum drank. Haha! My sisters were so weird cause they ordered banana split but they never eat the banana. And we also ate fries and we ordered 2 baskets of it cause my sisters are the "Fries monsters" so they eat alot of fries, in 1 min they can eat finish one whole basket! Scary right? Hehe! Bernice ate Vanilla ice cream and some fries. And I ate cookies and cream cheesecake and some fries! (: Okay! Tmr I will be having bs with annabel! Hehe! I wonder why must I be a sheep, why cant i be a lamb instead? Just joking! Aiya, I still got lots of holiday homework to do, so must chiong already! (:

2008-12-15T21:35:00.003+08:00

Haha! Today, Pearlyn and Gayle came to my house and we had alot of fun! They kept playing with Junior and I guess now Junior is very tired and he's sleeping like a pig now. Haha! XD We tried to do our homework, but we cant concentrate.. But we did only a few questions. (: Whoo! Today is amazing lah, haha.. And we all kept laughing today. Then Pearlyn wanted to borrow my guitar chords book and The power of a praying teen book. And Gayle started browsing through the book shelf in my room too and she said I had many great books! Haha. But all of them were my parents books. Pearlyn and Gayle came to my hse to eat lunch and dinner. So after dinner, We all went into my room. Then my sisters started to play songs from the phone, and Pearlyn started dancing lah.. Lols. Then we kept laughing and laughing until Gayle wanted to go to the toilet! Haha! (: Then later when Gayle came back, Pearlyn prepared to dance for her when she came bk. And when she was dancing, after a while, my dad walked past my room, and the room door was a jar. And my dad saw her dancing! Lols. Then we keep laughing and laughing. Haha! And my sis heard the 9pm show showing cause today started at 8pm till 10pm, special one, so everyone ran out to watch, but I went back to the room to on the laptop.. Then Pearlyn and Gayle said they got to leave and they left at 8.30pm. And the funny part is, when pearlyn told me that they were leaving, my dad told her that he saw her dancing. Lol! Haha, Okay, I need to off soon.. I will be going to the airport at about 10 plus to pick my mum with my dad and sisters later. Whoo! Fun fun fun. Hehe! (:

2008-12-14T19:41:00.003+08:00

Whoots! I cant wait for christmas! Its 11 days away. (: Today, I went for church service and it was awesome and fun as usual! Haha! Tommorow, Pearlyn will be coming to my house and we will be playing with Junior, my Nintendo DS and we will also be doing our holiday homework which I havent even touch.. Haha! And school will be starting again in 17 days! Time really flies.. 2009 is coming soon. And thinking of it, I will be a senior next year.. Its scary and I have alot of pressure. But its ok! Its time for me to have faith in myself. (:

2008-12-12T14:53:00.003+08:00

Hais.. My puppy is sick.. ): My family only took care of him for 2 days then sick already. Lol. My mum brought him to the vet on wednesday, then the vet say he got cough.. Then my mum told my sisters and I that Junior keep screaming when the vet gave him injection and when the vet's assistant took temperature for him, he screamed the loudest. Cause the person just poke the thermometer into his butt then very pain.. ): Then he got alot of medicine, got antibiotics, cough, phlegm and fever medicine.. So many. Then the pet shop asked my mum if she wanted a refund, but we wanted the puppy, so they offered to take care of him for us until he recovers.. Then my mum brought him to the pet shop at vivo city, cause its where we bought him, so of course must bring him there.. Then my mum say he like very sad and she say he thinks that we dont want him anymore.. ): Cause he became very restless after going to the vet.. When my sisters heard what my mum said, they started crying! Lol.. Then my cousins, Brandon and Branise were also there. Then my cousins and I got shocked, cause they suddenly cry.. Haha. But we were very sad when we knew Junior was sick. But yesterday, my mum called the pet shop, and they said Junior is eating and playing well. And my dad might be picking him up at vivo tmr. YAY! But my mum just left for Taiwan this morning at 7am and she will be back this coming monday. (: I cant wait for Junior to come back! Whoots! (:

2008-12-09T13:01:00.006+08:00

Whoots! Yesterday, I went to vivo with my family and aunties and cousins! We went to sushi tei to have lunch then we went to shop.. Shopping was boring cause my mum shop until very long then my sisters and cousins became bored.. They all wanted to go to toy r us.. So after my mum bought her clothes at Gap. We went to swensens to eat ice cream! And the adults said we will go to toy r us but in the end, they went to Daiso. And my sisters, cousins and my mum and I went to the pet safari to look at dogs! (: Then guess what? My mum was so tempted to buy one that she asked how much was the puppies. Then most of them cost $2000 plus and my mum asked if there are any less than that.. So the uncle said the shih tzu puppy cost $1280 if its paid by nets.. Then he brought the puppy out and my youngest sis liked it alot but my younger sis was very scared! Haha! She even said that if we will be buying it, she will run away from home! Lol. She even pigeon also scared, then everything also scared. Haha! XD So my mum asked the uncle if he could reduce the price a little, then he said $1150 but must pay by cash. Then my mum really went to withdraw money to buy the puppy! Lol.. The whole family was shocked but my youngest sis was so happy. So my auntie helped us to choose the things for the puppy. Like the toys, leash, bowl, food, bag, cage and milk.. Wa, then we spent alot! But the puppy very cute! (:

My cousin (:

My cousin (:

My puppy, Junior! (:

2008-12-05T23:01:00.002+08:00

Yay! I finally found a christmas song for my blog! (: Got donald duck one. Haha.. Today i went to expo with my auntie cause got the john little mega sale then my auntie buy buy buy until $150.. Cause she got $200 voucher. Then i saw my auntie's friend but i never tell her cause i not sure if its her friend, then in the end really her friend! Then my auntie say i am super guai person.. Cause i never tell her that i saw her friend. Lol. Okay! I got to off the computer already..

2008-12-04T19:03:00.002+08:00

Whoots! I am back! Finally not banned anymore.. But now got time limit when i use com.. I just came back from band camp! (: Camp was tiring but fun.

Day 1:
We kept practicing marching then had band practice. At night, we had barbeque! (: And some Sec 4 seniors came back to visit us! (: Then I whole night cant sleep.. LOL. At first i sleep already, but Prunella suddenly snore! Then wake me up! XD Then Bernice also cannot sleep then I count the hall lights and count the lines on the ceiling to try to sleep.. Then finally at about 2.30am, I can sleep already! (:

Day 2:
Went for exchange at Yuying sec.. Then I was very tired cause last night i couldnt sleep.. I almost sleep during the exchange when we were listening to other bands.. lol! And when we were on the bus going back to school, I tried to sleep but then the bus driver like anyhow drive like that.. Keep chionging traffic lights and then drive so fast and keep jam brake! XD We watched Kung Fu Panda after dinner then the show still very funny even though i watched before already. I saw alot of people sleeping when we were watching the movie. Haha! They must be really tired. XD I finally can sleep at night! (:

Today:
Our last day in camp.. We had band practice and then we video taped our marching.. And we played games after marching. Lol! Then we played 2 games, the first one was we had to keep the balls bouncing on the parachute.. Then second one ah, we must go under the parachute when we are suppose to and we cannot get trap under the parachute when its landing.. Then ah.. then, I was one of them who got trap! XD We had sectionals after lunch! And the tutor came also.. After sectionals, we prepared to go back home already.. We had debrief and prize presentation.. My group got 3rd.. Then the prize was lollipop.. But I dont want, so the rest of the members took the rest..

Hmms.. I guess time really heals.. Many things happened during camp and they were good things.. But then I still need to give it time to heal.. Cause its still unstable.. I am unsure of many things. I dont know what that person is thinking.. So I am afraid i might mess up again. But then that person finally talked to me (: Haha! I will just let it be for now..
Okay! I update finish already..

2008-11-20T19:28:00.002+08:00

Hey! I am back to update! Hmms.. I just came back from my swimming lesson. And this afternoon, I went to Ice cream chef with Pearlyn and Gayle! Wow, the ice cream is very nice but quite expensive.. And we chatted there until 4.40pm then we left cause i got to fly back home for swimming lesson! And when we talked, Gayle told me alot of things and she also wrote something on a piece of paper for me to think about it.. And it says, Every morning you've got a choice to either make this day in your life count, or file it up in your stacks of regrets. Then again, how are you going to make each day of your life count? What can you do? Think about it.. Hmms.. What can i do? Haha! U all can also think about this.. (:

2008-11-14T19:53:00.003+08:00

Muahaha! Today, I went to vivo with bernice and felicia.. Then first I met bernice at singapore post in the morning. And we went to eat at mcdonalds then we took the mrt to East point to meet felicia.. And we took the mrt again to Habourfront.. And turned ut that me and bernce went one big round! Lmao.. Then we dropped at outram to change mrt.. Then at about 1.30pm, we reached vivo.. Then we went to candy empire to buy chocolates to eat in the cinema then when bernice and felicia was still choosing their chocolate, it was already going to be 2pm so I went to buy the tickets first.. Then, I very blur.. Cause vivo very big, then I cant find Golden village so I took the escalator to 2nd floor then I go see the directory then the directory say its on 3rd floor.. so I took the escalator to 3rd floor then still cant find then I went to check the directory again.. Then I went back down to 2nd floor and walked for a while then found GV.. Wa, then the box office queue very long, so the 2pm slot for Madagascar 2 was already sold out and the show already started, so we bought the 2.20pm one instead.. Then I queued for 15 mins then felicia help to buy the tickets cause I dont know how to say.. Lol! After we got the tickets, we went to buy Popcorn! But then the popcorn not very nice cause not sweet enough.. When we went into the cinema, the advertisement started.. Then got alot advertisement and we keep saying why the light havent off.. So we keep eating popcorn during the advertisement then felicia ask us to stop, cause later if we eat finish before the movie start then cannot eat during the movie.. We watched Madagascar 2 and the show very funny.. After the show, we went to Toys r us, cause I need to buy my cousin, wayne's, birthday present.. Cause tmr he will be having a bbq at my hse downstairs to celebrate his 4th birthday. Then after that, we walked back to the mrt station.. And on the way, we ran into Wanning.. Then at first, I thought for a while, why she looked like wanning then in the end, she was really Wanning, Lol.. Then later she suddenly said hi to us.. So we waved back lo.. Hah! Then we went home.. Today, was quite a fun day.. Luckily my mum allowed me to go, haha. Thank you Mummy! ;D Okay, now, I going to play audi already..

2008-11-13T01:46:00.002+08:00

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2008-11-11T11:24:00.002+08:00

Hah! Today, very funny.. In the morning, when i reached sch, i saw samantha, esther, shadrina and charmaine at the general office outside.. Then they waiting for the whole clarinet section so i also wait.. Then esther they all keep calling jaclyn they all.. Then we wait wait wait until 8am then go band room take instrument then we went up to ITR room to wait for the tutor.. Then we wait until 8.30am like that, tutor still havent come, so esther ask ai ling to ask us warm up ourselves.. Then we keep argueing about the scales play how many counts, haha.. Then today, we keep laughing.. Then in the end, tutor really never come already cause he got high fever.. alamaks! But bernice they all got master class also then 11am then finish.. Aiyo, i never even touch my holiday homework.. I think i must do some already.. Aiya, then today, when mrs chia practicing with us for a while.. My hand dont know why shake until very scary.. I dont know why always like that.. But my dad say cause i heart weak thats why my hands always tremble.. Eee.. So scary one.. Then tmr, got band again.. Then my dad say, aiyo, ur holiday like no holiday like that.. Cause i everytime go band so he say that.. But no choice lah.. next year syf already.. so must chiong like mad..

2008-11-08T01:07:00.006+08:00

Okay, here are the photos.. [:

Wa! So nice..

Whee! ^^

The seaweed that Felicia found after our "adventure" around the beach..

Eee! Look at the ship.. Look like a ghost ship floating..

And the background is white cause its too bright and i forgot to turn off flash xD

This is what i wrote on the sand.. Me and bernice were playing with the sand so we wrote to each other, mwahaha..

Me writing.. (:

Bernice writing.. (:

Ok, hope u all enjoy it.. got to go sleep already, cause i got a busy scheldule tmr.. ):

2008-11-07T22:04:00.004+08:00

Wa, I just came back from the barbeque but i still very hyper... It was a long day.. In the morning, i woke up at around 9.30am then prepared myself and I left the house at about 11.20am to meet Pearlyn.. Then I so dumb lah, go miss a stop then must walk more.. Then after I met Pearlyn, we took 229 to Bedok Inter to meet Bernice, Felicia, Weilin, Xinyi and Nadirah. After we reached bedok inter, we all took 197 to Marine Parade then we walked to the underpass to East Coast.. Then when we reached east coast, we thought we need to walk a bit only, then in the end, we walked from Mcdonald's to the Chalet there, wa, then our leg all very pain, then on the way, we keep saying we want food! Cause we didnt eat lunch at all and it was already 1.30pm.. Then we got lost cause we walk for very long still havent reach the pit, so Pearlyn went to ask people and someone led the way and brought us there.. And Tisya and Shane was already there.. Then we waited for the boys to come cause the boys were the food supplier. Then Zi Yong was the first to come, then Zi Qian and the rest all came.. But then actually we wanted to start the barbeque but it started to rain, so we went to the shelter to eat our lunch, cause luckily got nasi lemak, and then the rain stopped then we started barbeque at about 3.30pm.. Then me, bernice, felicia and nadirah went to play at the sea but we didnt go into the water.. only our leg go inside.. then we saw how the waves formed and its very nice and we had fun.. Then after we play, it was about 4.30pm already, so we went to find food to eat but all the food not cooked.. :x So we went into the chalet to wash our hands and feets cause the pit very troublesome, dont even have one nearby toilet or bicycle rental shop.. Then when bernice, felicia, nadirah and I wanted to rent a bike, we must walk until so far then can rent.. We rented the bikes from 5.20pm to 7.20pm but then bernice and nadirah didnt know how to ride the bike so bernice became quite moody then felicia and I taught them to ride and they improved.. Then when we rode back to the pit, weilin and the rest started to come to us and they asked us how to ride and only a few of us can ride.. But then everyone had fun.. Then we went to eat some food then we returned the bike at 7.20pm and must walk again ): And felicia left first after we returned the bikes cause her dad came to pick her up.. so me and nadirah walked back to the pit then at about 8.20pm, Bernice and I walked back home, cause my house is near east coast and there is an underpass there, so we walked for 20 mins then reach the underpass and bernice keep saying her leg pain but then we keep talking, so she never sad already.. Then after we walked through the underpass, my house is only in front but then bernice need to take bus home from my house's bus stop.. So I accompanied her to the bus stop and waited for her bus to come then I walked back home, and it was 9pm already.. Haha, my post so long.. Wa, but today we really walked alot! Today is the day where i walked for so long.. Then now my leg very pain! And today at the barbeque, Pearlyn talked to me about that sad sad thing.. She told me that this is god's plan and I cannot do anything about it.. And life's filled with ups and downs.. And there are good times and bad times.. And if this happened, it means that there will be more good times and less times that are bad.. When she talked about it, i felt like crying, cause i remembered it again.. But then, after what she said, I feel alot better and I should face it in a better way.. I am sure that person also want me not to think about that thing.. so I have decided to try not to be sad even when I remember it.. Okay, now i going to play audi with bernice already, so my post will end here. I will post the photos in the next post so stay tuned!

2008-11-03T22:39:00.005+08:00

Whoots! I am back! As u see, I deleted one of my post because it sounded very sad.. Aiya, I dont want to be sad already, because I promised someone that I wont be sad.. Now, it seems that things are progressing quite well so I'm just waiting and waiting and waiting... Well, time heals right? So, I must wait.. Today, went for band, again.. But things are quite ok.. Well, Felicia and I ok already! But u still never talk to me.. But its ok, u asked me not to expect too much right? So I wont.. I must not let u down! So I must do whatever I promised u.. Oh no! Tmr I need follow my mum to work cause she ask me to help her do some work but of course its not her work because if its her work, I will die. Cause she is insurance adviser so she sell insurance, I am not really interested and I got no license.. Haha, Bernice say like very fun and she want to help, but she got band.. I hope tmr when I "work" it will be fun, but too bad, confirm got no pay.. ): I also dont dare to ask, because I scared later my mum kill me or nag at me, cause I always spend her money then I think if I help then I can repay her.. Luckily, my auntie telling me what to do, or else I will very blur one.. And Bernice, Melissa and I are advertising for Audition.. So, Please join audition, it can help u train ur fingers to become faster and it helps the band members more cause we can play our instrument better.. I think I talking rubbish but join audition! But u will get addicted ^^

2008-11-01T21:22:00.004+08:00

Mwahaha! Sorry, I know I sound very evil.. But first, I want to thank you. Thanks for being there when I am sad.. Thanks for trying ur best not to let me feel sad.. So the "Mwahaha" was to show u that I am fine.. I am only blogging when u gave me the permission to but if u really dont want me to blog about u, please tell me.. I will respect u. Last night, I was really sad cause of ur first msg.. But u made me understand my meaning to life again.. Although something shameful happened to me, cause after the whole thing.. The floor that I sat on was full of water.. Eee! Then I must clean away.. Aiya, I dont want say already, so pathetic.. Um, dont need to blame yourself if u are reading this cause its already over.. Thanks to u, I am brought back on path again.. No wonder u are the closest to me. Whatever I said last night, I meant it.. I know what to give u on 1st July 2009 already and alot of effort is needed to prepare it.. So please dont ask me not to prepare. But still, the last msg u sent me, really made me feel better.. Aiya, everytime u never fail to let me feel better.. Then, I didnt use the computer on Thursday and Friday cause I got banned by my parents.. Because I wednesday crazy one, go use from 7.30pm to 5.30am then I whole night never sleep.. And because morning already so I go eat breakfast then sleep at 6 am until 11.30am then wake up then whem my mum found out, she scolded me and banned me, I am ridiculous right? One more thing, here's the poll results for the family blog's poll. Its about the most popular, funniest and coolest member.. And guess what ? I am the coolest member, but why? Aiya, I am so dumb.. If u all dont understand, go to the family blog then u will know already.. Okay! I got nothing to say already.. Sorry for causing u trouble again, if i did.. And whatever I promised u, I will do it.. U are the nicest!

2008-10-29T19:56:00.002+08:00

Today, went for band.. Well, everything that I expected happened.. I knew it will happen.. I heard everything that I am suppose to hear from u.. Throughout the day in band, I felt guilty the whole time.. I knew that u were angry, after u threw ur stand on the chair.. It is the second time already.. And I dont understand why are u angry with me.. Do u think I think that u are a .....? And will I ever scold anybody? I tried everything I could.. I apologised too.. And in band, if only u could read minds.. I kept saying sorry in my mind.. I understand that u will get angry if someone scolded u.. But it was an accident isnt it? Because we are only 13, and u are 14.. I know that its disrespectful but cant u just let the matter rest? The last few posts in my blog, were apologies to u and I paid the price.. My friend and I had some arguements.. Sigh, what do u want me to do? Maybe my friends reading this post, may think why do I care.. I guess its all out of my conscience and respect for u.. It is the least thing that I should do.. I know that I always spoil ur mood.. Sigh, what kind of junior am I?? As Perling said, its only the beginning so lets just let nature take its course..

2008-10-26T02:35:00.006+08:00

Hais, why is life so tough? I hope that my senior wont blame me and i wish that something good will happen on wednesday during band.. I just wished that I didnt do some things in the past, if only I can go back in time and change everything. Especially that foolish mistake that I made to cause my relationship with my closest senior 7 months ago, to be ruin.. Hais.. I just dont know.. Questions are popping everywhere in my head. Whats happening to my life? How I wish things will be fine with my senior..

My wish is that Hui Yen will talk to me again.. I really hope that u will teach me and ask me questions like how u used to.. Things went way too fast and I didnt know whats happening.. Hui Yen, will u still want to talk to me? Or as ur friend said, even if u had a chance to, u wont? Its my wish because u are the only closest senior to me in band.. Everytime, during band, I waited and waited, for u to speak.. I dont know if I can take it anymore.. What am I to u? Ever since, u had that thought that I was that kind of person, u kept a distance from me.. No, not only u, quite a few people.. And I was a fool because I didnt know that u thought that I was that kind of person, until I heard from Bernice about it.. Because on 27th july if I am not wrong, I sms u to ask whether u wanted me to help u return ur uniform and so we started talking. And on 28th july, monday, I informed u that I returned ur uniform for u already.. And we smsed for quite sometime. Then on tuesday, which was the next day, whenever I see u, it feels like u are avoiding me and in my mind, I didnt understand why. But soon I knew why.. But I dont blame u for anything.. And we already cleared everything right? But until now, thoughts are still flowing through my mind, like an endless river.. I want to have deeper understanding, so that I can understand u and my friends.. I sometimes even ask myself if u dislike me.. Because u are still so cold towards me and we are like total strangers whenever we see each other. And do u care? But still, I have always trusted u and respected u, although many things happened..

2008-10-24T17:58:00.002+08:00

Wa, I am such a lazy pig.. Today I woke up at around 1pm, lol! Cause I use the com until 2.30am from yesterday afternoon. Haha.. Then I today on com at 2.30pm.. Played audition until 4.30pm, then later going play again.. haha.. Okay! Great to hear that Xiao Xi is happy. I just hope everyone will be happy, if they are I will also be happy! [: But now, life is tough! But still, I will smile of course.. Okay so I will end my post here!

Yours truly,
Debbie [:

2008-10-23T16:06:00.005+08:00

I got back my report book and guess what? I got 10th position in class.. Hais, I dropped 4 positions cause I got 6th during Mid year. But still, I got promoted to Sec 2 express! I hope its not stressful in sec 2.. Well, this is what life is right? I am really sad now.. Hais, I dont want to talk about it.. ): I always get misunderstood by people even when I dont have any other intentions.. Why?? But I think I wont care, cause my friends are more angry about this thing.. Samantha, Felicia and Bernice all say why I wont dislike those people who hurt me.. I can only say, all thanks to my character that respect and care for my seniors and friends alot! Haha, if u all want to know how angry are my friends.. U can go and take a look at Felicia's blog.. And its scary.. One more thing is that I dont believe that my senior got to do with the stalker thing.. Because she is not someone like that and I trust her.. I am ridiculous right? I am such a loser..

2008-10-19T01:26:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me!!

Woohoo! My birthday party is starting in 15 hours time. I cant wait! But I dont know why I dont really feel happy.. Guess what? My problems are pestering me again.. I just dont know why, the problems started all because of me so I should just let it be.. Haha, I am such a fool.. I should feel happy right? I just dont know why my life is so miserable.. So maybe I should just smile no matter what! I must do it for the people around me.. Although sometimes I force myself to smile.. Its really difficult, but I need to face it.. Thanks reader, thats all for now. [:

2008-10-17T17:53:00.002+08:00

Hais, today, Bernice and Felicia came to my hse to set the clues for my birthday party game, treasure hunt.. Looks like the "family" wan dan le.. I really dont know le, just now, both of them at my hse suddenly feel very sian.. And guess what?? Bernice left my hse because of the conflict with Felicia.. And both of them very sad.. Then me? I just dont know what to do.. And I guess the "family" cant be saved anymore, so one of my wish got broken le.. Sad right? Hais.. I also didnt do very well for EOY.. I am disappointed with myself. So lets have a preview of my EOY results.. And dont vomit blood.

Maths:73/100, A2

Mother Tongue:61.7/100,B4

Literature:66.3/100,B3

Geography:70.5/100,A2

Science:54/100,C6

History:56/100,C5

Art:72/100,A2

So this is it, I am not very sure if its the right marks or not cause I havent got back the results slip.. I know my science marks very pathetic.. Hehe.. (: Okay readers, thats all..